glaqwidousky - yes, it is a word

I'm a bit depressed. For whatever reason it has been particularly bad today. College is pretty horrible for everybody involved. My few friends all seem to be in the same boat as me. One has girl troubles. Another has school troubles. I could be said to have both plus family troubles, though I won't go into any of them at the moment. Stress is very high. Every little thing has been setting me off. There has to be some good way to deal with it, but so far I haven't found a good one.
I tried /b/ which worked for a while. I find that it gets really boring really quickly. Trolls and newfags ruin the experience for me, though some of them are pretty clever. The only usefulness of /b/ shows itself in the wealth of porn posted all the time. As an intellectual stimulus it falls short. Also, listening to a bunch of people begging for someone to "an hero" doesn't help for someone who'd depressed.
I tried taking a drive. I figured the speed and the sound of the engine would help relieve my stress. As usual, things did not go my way. My car sucks for picking up speed and there was always a red light to slow me back down. I find myself cursing, often loudly, at drivers who trip the traffic light sensors away from my favour.
I tried chocolate, and that seems to work, but damn is it expensive. I have discussed it before, I'm sure. Bought $10 worth of dark chocolate. 60%, 72% and 85%. Starting with the 60, and working up from there.... TTFN, too tired to write more.


P.S. It's not a word. Did you just look that up? Epic fail if you did.