Tired

Too many stressful situations all happening at once. Too many problems with the world, none that I can fix. I'm tired of having to do everything. I'm tired of having to conform to the wishes of my parents. IF I WANT TO SEE MY GIRLFRIEND ON FRIDAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO. I don't care if my mom has work that she's tired from. She got all pissed because I wouldn't let her change the day Nichole came over to Saturday, even though Nichole said she could drive both ways. So because she was pissed I couldn't go anywhere Saturday even though it would have been beneficial to both me and my mom (I would have gotten to swim and she would have gotten an air conditioned car ride for an hour). And just a bit ago I learned/realized I probably won't be able to see Nichole for a month. I still haven't asked yet, but by the way she reacted to me insisting on Friday last time, I doubt she'll let me see Nichole before then. Damn vacations. I'd have a happier time being here, within driving distance of Nichole, than all the way 3000 miles away. I am tired of dealing with all of this crap. I wish I could just stop time for long enough to sort it all out in my head. But time keeps going. Keeps adding to the pile.

Damn that blog entry has no form. Sorry about that. I'm going to blame it on the heat. I'm going slowly insane and Nichole, you have a front row seat. :P